The silence between the notes

hellanne: (by emily golitzin)

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 21:48:27 +0200

(by emily golitzin)

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 21:47:43 +0200

Ich habe schon wieder dasselbe Problem mit meinem iPhone, was ich erst vor einem Monat hatte und es...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 21:47:07 +0200

Ich habe schon wieder dasselbe Problem mit meinem iPhone, was ich erst vor einem Monat hatte und es eingeschickt habe: der Akku ist auf einmal auf 1% gesprungen und lädt nicht mehr. Apple, du wirst immer unbeliebter. Ich habe keine Lust es wieder zur Reparatur zu bringen und 2 Wochen ohne Handy rumzulaufen..

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 19:42:21 +0200

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Tue, 18 Jun 2013 18:56:26 +0200

xxcheshire-cat: Marina, I love you girl. love you more, my dearest of all.

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:58:52 +0200

xxcheshire-cat:

Marina, I love you girl.

love you more, my dearest of all.

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:52:41 +0200

gonks: I feel everything. From the bath water that’s slightly...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:52:38 +0200

gonks:

I feel everything. From the bath water that’s slightly too cold, to the pain in that old man’s eyes as he walks through the street and wonders how he came to be so alone. I think such small and intricate thoughts; untouched blades, so dangerously sharp. These thoughts cut the deepest and yet a part of me craves to swim in a river of red. I want to watch myself bleed in the comfort of knowing I’m not alone and nor are the hidden droplets of life that no one else has thought to look for. That’s why shallow people are often so beautifully pristine - they are thinkers of common thoughts: blunt knives that cut no deeper into their smooth skin than the hands that caress their bodies.

Lonely are the sufferers.

skatedistrict: Mt Hood.

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:52:09 +0200

skatedistrict:

Mt Hood.

mydarkenedeyes: Liu Maoshan

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:45:25 +0200

mydarkenedeyes:

Liu Maoshan

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:45:21 +0200

Ich liebe liebe den text den du dem anon grade geschrieben hast. Danke dafür, das spricht mir aus der seele ❤❤❤

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:37:53 +0200

❤

that’s my babe

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:33:22 +0200

that’s my babe

asthmas: Wave© Reza Bassiri / Behance

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:28:45 +0200

asthmas:

Wave
© Reza Bassiri / Behance

and not only girls, but boys. it is as though the entire worth of one fucking person depends on their body size. people are so fucked up. as though intelligence and wit are of not importance anymore. or did any of you see tons of billboards covered with lines like "read a book and reflect your behavior"? barely ever..

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:26:34 +0200

exactly this!

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:19:56 +0200

arcanja:

Tous droits réservés par GeorginaHarrod

dont get me wrong but.. i dont understand why especially girls have so many problems with losing weight and not being skinny, i mean do they prefer to stay chubby ? its not that hard to diet

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:18:40 +0200

wait what

are you serious?

okay, I’ll say it once. for you cunt to understand and for other girls on tumblr, who maybe feel the same way as me.

When I was 11 (!) I started with my first diet. I’ve always compared myself with my classmates and with girls on tv shows like ‘next topmodel’. They all looked so beautifully skinny - not like me. I thought of me as a fucking elephant. And believe me, I wasn’t fat. I was, maybe what you call, ‘chubby’.

After failing several times, I stopped trying. At the age of 12, I couldn’t look in the mirror without starting to cry, so I decided to stop eating, because every diet I tried didn’t work out for me. And I did. I fucking stopped eating for 3 years. I starved myself ‘til the full extent of my capabilities. And don’t believe that it was easy. My days were locked to what the scale showed. I stayed at home and told my friends I wasn’t feeling well, only not to eat outside with them. I lied to my parents. I often felt weak and fainted once in church. Plateau was my enemy. I ate less, but I had to skip more meals, because my metabolism didn’t work right anymore. If the scale showed as much as 100g up, my day was ruined. I couldn’t bare the thought of gaining weight. I didn’t do the whole procedure only one time. I also did this whole ‘eat less or nothing’-thing at the age of 16 again, because I gained weight after my doctor told my parents that I have to. And this is what society, what statements from people like you, pictures from skinny girls on tumblr, instagram, do to girls like me and to many other. Instead of accepting our bodies, to accept the fact that we are more than our jeans size, you and society tells us that we don’t fit in the current ideal of beauty. That we are too fat, less worth and beautiful than our skinny classmates/friends and that we should go dieting. At the age of 18, I still feel uncomfortable in my body. I still compare myself to others. But I try to remember myself than I’m so much more than that. I won’t allow myself to cry over my wide hips anymore, to cry that I don’t have a fucking thigh gap. It’s hard from time to time, but someday I want to look in the mirror and feel completely satisfied with my curvy body. I want to eat everything without feeling fucking guilty. And I hope that you and and society will finally respect and understand that every body is unique und gorgeous in its way, without having a fucking ideal of beauty.

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Sun, 16 Jun 2013 14:35:44 +0200

searoze: Jake Cooper by Cecilie Harris for the cover of Boys by...

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 14:22:59 +0200

searoze:

Jake Cooper by Cecilie Harris for the cover of Boys by Girls Magazine

Apocalypsis by Alyssa Zoé Amaro on Flickr.

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 13:53:00 +0200

Apocalypsis by Alyssa Zoé Amaro on Flickr.